Tuesday, February 5, 2008

YEAH i m happy again

muahaha i m no longer emoin yippy.yeah this sat i m goin to watch movie wib marcus and some more people but dunno who haix.haha todae i wear specs go to school everybody was sayin i look like a noob then some say i very funny and some say i look like ti ko haix.then everybody wanted to borrow my specs to play with or just wear for fun.RECESS came and i was like super duper hungry like WTF la everybody cut queue one,til my turn liao hor i was tryin to sqeeuze out but cannot so dunno which bastard push me on the back and i fall almost all of my food fell on the floor and i was like shoutin the F word like hell so i think is jon la so i smack him and the back and !@^&^&*(). lucky carmen never come school todae or else she will laugh at me haix....

Monday, February 4, 2008

feel free to type ur troubles here spam if u want to

serious spam all u want to.and say wadever u want to even if is something tat is troublin u for a long time

Saturday, February 2, 2008

nobody knows how i feel

i m actually a sad boy.my friends may think i m a very happy person or even a annoyin bastard but they never knew tat everytime i m alone at home i emo til my sis comes home to either scold me or talk to me.some of my classmates have never seen me cry b4 except for marcus i think.haix my mom only thinks i m a childish boy who only knows how to play com or watch tv or play wib my toys and thinks i m very immature,now her thoughts have influence alot of people tat i m a lazy bum now even my tuition teacher wants me to be abit more hardworkin .but seriously have they ever comes home durin the afternoon to see wad i m doin.school is like my second home where i can say out wad i think to my friends and i know they will not care tat is why i can say it out.have they ever see me preparin my test,yes i admit tat i m not as hardworkin as my sis or even kiasu but i know what i can do.i just got back my sci paper and the questions i get wrong was just some silly mistake and i got 20/30.i m quite happy with it since i actually study hard for it yet my mom never saw me revisin for the test and sort of say tat the test was easy and i was just lucky.she rarely praise me anymore,i can still remember when i was young i get alot of full marks for my test because my mom praise me alot and i was happy when i hear her praise me but now she criticize my test.haix if i can just reverse the time and go back to kindergarden to express my feelings without fear i would be much more happier.no wonder babies can young kids are so happy.the reason i make this blog is not that i want people to see wad i write,its because i want to write wad i think.now my dad i much more diff from my mom he is even more criticizin,at least my mom praise me b4 my dad ....never ever did he only know how to say computer this computer tat even when i get 100 marks when i was young he never said anything.my sis is also abit more diff,she is a two sided coin she can be very encourgin to me or she can be very angry wib me.haix....

chinese new year comin liao yet my moher kao pei me

WTF.i think my mother see me free she not shiok nia!she always comes home durin 6 pm to 8pm that period is normally my happy hour.but she just think i m not as hardworkin as my sis who comes home at 6pm and she is busy doin hw she will just think that she do her hw for a very long time or something.most of my classmate do their hw in front of their parents to prevent them from naggin but i think like tat a bit fake so i just do all my hw durin the afternoon and play at night but they only see the lazy side of me and never see the hardworkin part of me.but the problem is some of our teacher don't let us bring our hw home because they think we will surely forget to bring so they will make us do alot of hw durin their period even my aunt understand that but my mom don't.she think that when she is the same age as us their standard higher and she just keeps on sayin how good she was. if she so good she can be president liao wad,still be a boss of a small company for wad.just now she complain to my tuition teacher how free i m so my tuition teacher increased my hw and now i know why all my friend so happy liao and i understand why they do their hw in front of their parents. haix life is unfair and don't they know there is more than meets the eyes.they always think they know wad i want but they are wrong most of the times this is wad joachim always say.ge kiang la.